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Friday, August 27, 2010
You once told me you like meI believe you
But I didnt have any feelings for you at that time
You spent so much time trying to be with me
Trying to talk to me
I didnt care
I really didnt
Until I tot bout it
I realised you really cared about me
I was sorry I treat you that way
But now you are my boyfriend
Im willing to do anything for you
If you will always be by my side..
Lock my life with you
Hey.. Now Im totally bored..
"Msn onliners": Pamela, Kelly Poh, Zhao Cheng...
Bored.. I have nth to talk to them.. I want to chat with my sch friends!!
And.. Zahid and Pekky also not online.. Haix..
What can I do now?
Listen to songs?
OK.. But is there other things I can do after blogging?
When are these ppl coming online? Havent their Saturday classees finish?
They finish the Sat class at 11.30am.. Haix.. what are they doing?
Im bored.. :(
Love, Nikki
Lock my life with you
I heart my new seat! Sitting beside JiaXuan(: In front of me is Zahid(:
HAHA...
So Fun.. Especially when JiaXuan beat me and I beat her back.. HAHA!!
But 2 days nv go sch... :( Sad~
Cant wait for Monday!!
Nth else.. Hear from me soon!! (:
Nikki saying GoodBye here... :(
Lock my life with you
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Im sick!! grrrr...Im having a fever.. So cold..Dam its so noisy..
Neighbour renovating sia.. thn all the drilling.. Noisy!
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OK.. umm... todays math paper... wanna die... Some of them so difficult... Dont know how to do... thn anyhow do lorh.. haha.. Thn paper 1... I confirm 2 ques I wrong liao.. haiz...
tot will get full marks.. In the end.. loss 4 marks alr..
nvm..forget bout it..
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Ok.. Nth else.. Hey wait.. sth.. PeiYi, my Granny(:
Byes~
Nikki~
..Lock my life with you..
..Lock my life with you..
Hey.. Now..
Im in total confusion..
This really made me go real mad..
Its a secret.. And only I know.. (:
Not gonna talk bout it now.
Maybe you will know in the end... :(
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My bestie Farah..
Has been feeling down.. emo..
Shes a cheerful girl!! But...
she is not herself this few days...
How? ..
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And.. btw.. Zhao Xi is my mother... thn Zhao Cheng is my great grand uncle!! haha..
Pei Yi arh? erm.. forget liao..
Byes~
Nikki...
... Lock my life with you ....
Sunday, August 22, 2010
I have never felt so confused before and cant make a decision despite so many days had past by.. :(How I really wish I have never exist in this world..
... Lock my life with you ....
It's crazy how things work out.
We believe things that end up hurting us most,
Then forget about the things we should believe.
It doesn't seem right but that's how things seem to be.
You think you find that right one but it all ends up wrong.
People always say its your heart you should follow.
Well when you heard him say forever, you didn't think head lie.
Your mind says move on but your hearts not ready for goodbye.
You can't help what you feel inside. You wana trust each other,
Not have anything to hide.
Being apart for this long isn't what you had in mind.
Yeah, it hurts now, but things will get better eventually over time.
However, happy endings don't always come true.
So the least we can do is dream.
And I dream I'm still laying next to you,
You holding me tight.
I dream you take my hand when the moments right.
Look into my eyes and tell me that you love me and not be afraid for the world to see...
That this is how things should be.
We shouldn't worry about what people think of us,
That sometimes leads to another fight.
I dream that one day you'll miss me,
I don't wanna be alone another night.
When I heard you say forever, I didn't think you'd lie.
My mind says move on, but my heart doesn't want goodbye.
So I dream that you trust me, I have nothing to hide.
I know I messed up a lot but I never lied...
When I said,
I dream I'm still laying next to you,
You holding me tight,
I dream you take my hand when the moments right.
Look into my eyes and tell me forever, and mean it.
And not to be afraid for the world to see...
That this is how things should be.
... Lock my life with you ....
I've taught myself through the years, to not hold on to things
you can't be an exception, because so many tears you bring.
The best week of my year, was cuddling in your arms
the words you said, so easy and true, they were your greatest charm
I said I love you so quick, but so quickly your love has changed
We both knew you were moving away, but falling for you was not arranged.
So you left with many real promises, but broke them very quick
I wish I hadn't trusted you, it makes me feel sick.
My heart is still yours, you took it with you that day
so now I ask for it back, I hope that is okay.
I have to let go, because you have let go of me,
I am sorry I am far from perfect, I will always love you I hope you see.
you can't be an exception, because so many tears you bring.
The best week of my year, was cuddling in your arms
the words you said, so easy and true, they were your greatest charm
I said I love you so quick, but so quickly your love has changed
We both knew you were moving away, but falling for you was not arranged.
So you left with many real promises, but broke them very quick
I wish I hadn't trusted you, it makes me feel sick.
My heart is still yours, you took it with you that day
so now I ask for it back, I hope that is okay.
I have to let go, because you have let go of me,
I am sorry I am far from perfect, I will always love you I hope you see.
... Lock my life with you ....
I cant make the decision...
Did I really make your life worse?
Did I do sth wrong?
Is it wrong not to like you?
:(
-Nikki
... Lock my life with you ....
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Will I?Can I?
Will I be able to?
to...
Forget you..
Maybe I should not have exist in this world.. not blaming my parents for bringing me into this world..
-Nicole Valerie Choo Jia Yi..
... Lock my life with you ....
You once said you know how I feel
But it doesnt seem that you do
Are you lying?
Are you just trying to make me happy?
I dont know.
Cos you made my life went Crazee without you.
You was like half of me
Not able to live without you
What am I suppose to do?
Can I forget you?
Its not that easy
I just want my Own life back...
-true..
by, Nikki
Im really confused with love..
I know about it.
But some ppl really just make me go Crazee with it..
A minute, you make me feel sry for you.
The other minute you are angry with me.
What am I suppose to do?
You know?
Love had made me gone Crazee for 3 times.. 3 GrEaT times. (It doenst mean I ve been in a relationship for 3 times.)
That will be hard.
But what am I suppose to do?
Spare me pls.
Give me an ans.
I dont want the lonely life..
I want my cheerful life back.
I have always been the cheerful girl.
But now..
I have nth to say..
Nikki..
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Hey!! I cant wait for Sunday!Im going to YOG!!
Its like this.. In every class.. There will only be 10 ppl going..
So in my class, there is :
-Nicole
-Si Jie
-Aira
-Nidhi
-Syahira
-Farah
-Zahid
-Halim
-Gavin
-Haziq
Nth else.
(: Feeling happy!!
Signing off..
Nikki(:
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
... ... ...So wats now?
Now, Im really going CRAZEE!!
All Because of someone in my class and that cousin of that someone in my class..
Haiz.. They are making me confused now..
Monday, August 16, 2010
Hey.. RELIEVE~~~ (: SMILES~
lalalalalalalalala... haha... Im CrazeE... Im crazee with Pekky these days.. Gone a little mad.. haha...
Nth much..
Wanna Know Anything? Just leave a MSG on My C-Box!! (:
Byes~
Nikki~ Nic~
lalalalala... (:
Saturday, August 14, 2010
" Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. "Shld I hate or heart this sentence?
Nic- Feeling Down
Friday, August 13, 2010
Oops.. Things change.. Sth happen.. So you guys will be hearing Farah's and PEK WEI'S voice on "English on Air" my teacher cant find the recording. Thats why..haha..
nvm..
Maybe next month..
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Anw, just became Pek Wei's & Jade's Crazee Twin!!
Cool!! Went Crazee during recess!!!
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Found out sth that made me sad.
Two things actually.
One of them made me very sad, extremely.
The other, I think I can solve it easier than the other one.
Signing off..
Nikki aka Nic
Thursday, August 12, 2010
haha... I think you guys are gonna hear my voice on Tuesday through "English On Air"..Its funny though.
You guys are going to hear Zachary's voice too!
KQ's ? Not sure.
Anw, just wait and hear.
Its damn embarrassing actually!!
NVM..
Want another poem?
Yes OR No?
I will still write..(:
Maybe not post yet.. A few in my notebook actually.
Check out my friend's tumblr! ~ Jade.
Look for the link in my "Exits"
Byes For now!!
Nikki♥!!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
And hey.Me and Frh are doing the "English on Air" thingie.
Its like the whole school gonna hear our voices.
!!! SCARY!! !! EXCITED!! !! HAPPY!!
I wont tell you which week!
I wont tell you who is reading which and which!!
LOL ~
Just wait & listen!! =D
BYES!
Nikki~
*missing-you* *wink*
Here’s the story of a girl
Living in a loney world
A secret note, a hidden crush
A little boy who talks too much
Well, I’m standing in the crowd
When you smile, I check you out
But you dont’ even know my name
You’re too busy playing games
And I want you to know,
If you lose your way,
I will never let you go
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?
One day i feel like you are mine;
The next, you seem to be a mile away.
One day i feel like we are just fine;
The next, it doesn't seem like we are okay.
May i ask,
Where exactly, do we stand?
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When you love someone,
let it go,
if he/she comes back,
he/she are meant to be tgt.
If he/she never comes back,
FORGET bout' him/her!!